Selasa, 23 Agustus 2011

Again and again

Tuh kan.. berantem lagi sama ibu Suryani (my mom) . Habisnya dia ga pernah nge-hargain aku sih . Aku udah di good mood jadi verrrrrrrryyy mad banget kan ! Dia sendiri yang bilang 'Kalau mau di hargain sama orang lain.. kita juga harus belajar nge-hargain orang lain ' Eh.. dia sendiri yang ngelakuinnya .

Bulan puasa yang seharusnya kita pada damai.. eh malah jadi ribut gini . Ampun deh.... -..-
Kamis, 18 Agustus 2011

Joe Jonas - See No More music video


I just heard the song and I want to share with you guys . I hope you like it :)
Rabu, 17 Agustus 2011

Charice.. my dream Idol

Charice – One Day Lyrics
Senin, 15 Agustus 2011

My Dream Car !

I love cars.. especially classic one . So.. this is my dream car . Plus... I love the color .
I hope I can buy this car someday.. Amen .


Kangen teman-teman di SMA Mujahidin..


Kangen masa SMA... :(


SMA MUJAHIDIN PONTIANAK
KELAS XI IPS 4
ANGKATAN 2008-2011
Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011

Bounce's Stuff

well.. aku kebangun di jam setengah 2 pagi . Tanggung banget buat tidur karena bentar lagi sahur ! Pengen dengerin mp3 terus keputer lagu Taylor Swift yang judulnya Mean ! Lagu'y enak banget.. dan feelnya juga dapet banget . Aku harap lagu ini bisa bener-bener terjadi di kehidupan aku . Amin ! So.. here's the lyrics :)

Mean"

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm woundedYou picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow
but you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

No Body Loves Me !



Sedih ! Aku ngerasa ga di hargain di rumah ini . Aku mungkin ga serajin atau secantik adek-adek aku yang lain . Tapi please dong ! Setiap orang istemewa dengan cara mereka sendiri . Aku sempat ngerasa down dan rasanya pengen banget buat bunuh diri ! Tapi untungnya masing ada sepupu aku yang nge-support . Enak kali yah kalau jadi dia . Punya orang tua yang ngedukung kita, sayang sama kita apa -adanya . Ga pernah pilih kasih ! :(

Aku tau ini bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang penuh berkah dan kita di anjurkan buat ga banyak ngeluh tapi gimana ga ngeluh kalau yang kita hadapin orang-orang yang bikin kita stress tiap hari ?
Pengen rasanya tau dunia luar itu kayak gimana ? Apa di luar sana masih ada ya tempat buat orang kayak aku ? Aku ga ada spesial'y !

Aku, aku ga cantik . Malahan aku gemuk ! (-..-) Aku ga seksy #obviously ! Aku lumayan pinter tapi, yah.. ga pinter-pinter amat . Aku cuman pegang 10 besar waktu SMA . Aku ga pernah dapat prestasi yang tinggi paling cuman ikut-ikutan di OSIS, Paskibra sama kegiatan-kegiatan sekolah . Beda banget sama adek aku yang sexy, jago nari, canti plus bisa ngambil hati mamak sama bapak .

Emang sih kesanya aku iri . Dan emang iya aku iri . Anak mana sih yang ga iri ngeliat orang tuanya ngebeda-bedain kasih sayang yang mereka kasi ke anak-anaknya ?!
Sabtu, 13 Agustus 2011

Sidekick



wah.. udah lama juga ya gak nulis di blog . Sampe-sampe waktu nulis tulisan ini ga tau apa yg mau aku tulis.. Mau nulis hobby aku ga punya hobby (suka gonta-ganti hobby makanya ga bisa di bilang hobby) . Bulan puasa gini kan enaknya ibadah dengan tenang dan khusyuk ya.. tapi kok di hidup (rumah) ku ga bisa tenang, ga tau deh kenapa . Bisanya ribuuuuuuuuttt terus.. huh ! T..T

Biasanya sih kalo di rumah lagiribut pasti gara-gara adek aku yang paling kecil, Bella (5 th). Ga tau kenapa.. biarpun yang berantem aku-mama atau ayu-mama atau blah blah blah pasti awal mula, induk, nenek moyangnya pasti Bella . Dia sih ga pernah kena getahnya paling cuman di marahin 2-3 m,enit dong habis itu yah mau ga mau kakak-kakaknya yang jadi sasaran . Mulai dari masalh ga penting sampe segala macamnya pasti kakak-kakaknya yang kena .

Bukan maksud aku buat ga ngalah sama adeknya tapi gila aja kalau setiap hari (pagi-siang-sore-malam-subuh) aku aku lagi juga yang kena . Okey dia masih kecil tapi please dong ma.. pak . Mamak sama bapak harus bisa adil dong.. Anak mamak sama bapak tuh ada 3 lo.. Biarpun aku udah lulus SMA tapi aku kan juga masih butuh di sayang sama di perhatikan .

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